Hurricane Harvey: The Hidden Death Toll


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In the days, weeks, months and years to come, there will remain a death toll that will never be revealed. This is not some conspiracy theory or purely fictional proposition that I have deemed would make for a good story. This is a fact-based story, grounded upon a simple premise. I will be one of those deaths and since I know this storm affected more than 6 million people, there will be others who, like me, will find themselves in the same situation.

I suppose a little backstory is in order for full understanding of the situation and how it will go unnoticed.

A couple of months ago my wife came home with her pink slip, told her company no longer needed her after 13 yrs. of loyal hard work. Exactly 2 days later, I developed new symptoms of a serious problem. I began to get dizzy, lightheaded and sweated profusely, for having done little to no exertion. I ended up in the hospital within a week and nothing was done to fix the problem. I was referred to a doctor who saw me and referred me to a cardiologist, who I had to wait a month to see, because I obviously have no financial means to pay for anything given my wife lost her job, and I have had nothing but 8 yrs. of medical issues ranging from chest pains to an ablated thyroid. I finally got to see this cardiologist on Friday, the day Harvey landed.

By this point, it should be noted most people with any brains and the financial resources to do so, had left the area. Needless to say, the tests the cardiologist wanted me to do could not be done. The person who was required to do the paperwork for people needing financial assistance was gone. Can you blame them? After 8 yrs. of needing to see a cardiologist, it has now been delayed even further by a hurricane. What are the odds?

When will I get to do these tests needed to determine the problem? Who knows? It won’t happen anytime soon, I am certain. With the focus being on all the victims of the hurricane, and the damage done to many buildings and businesses, it may be a year or more before this is even considered. I know for a fact that the cardiologist I saw was located in an area of Sugar Land, TX (Sienna Plantation) that was inundated with water and had several tornadoes to boot. In fact, the very building I saw the cardiologist in may no longer exist.

In all likelihood, I will probably never get any of those tests done. How long do you think a person can live with chest pains before dying? My guess is I already exceeded any normal expectations.

If I am experiencing delays because of this hurricane, as the focus will surely remain on flood victims and destroyed property, how many of the other millions of people with existing health problems will also face a similar situation? Surely, a guess of thousands is not outrageous.

Fear not my friends, for death is a blessing in disguise. The years of misery and pain are over. The frustration of watching others live beautiful lives while you drown in ill health, unpaid bills and constant stress have ended.

We will remain the unspoken ones. Never whispered or remembered.

I do realize many will not suffer the same fate as I, but at the same time see that there must be others out there going through the same thing. I could wish nothing worse on another, but simple common sense says it must be so. Those with existing healthcare issues will be cast aside as the latest issues of the day are focused on.

I can rest easy in my fate though. I have learned over the years that a world that cares not for its people does not deserve the gifts of those it ignores. It is a hard thing to say and have to believe. Yet evidence yields no other choice. I tried to make people care about my blight once.

I set up a gofundme campaign and was criticized and bullied for my efforts. It was in that moment that I fully realized the depravity of this planet. I won’t waste the few precious moments left in my life to do so again. I will die quietly and peacefully, without the hatred, tyvm.

Instead, I will ask that you, each and every one of you, try not to forget those who have existing health conditions and need more than just material possessions replaced. They are out there! There are many! Please do not let them die too!

The media and others will ignore this post. They never want to reveal the true nature of themselves and humanity. They don’t want you to see that other people don’t matter. They prefer to paint gold on crap rather than try to remove it. If you have read this story and don’t share it, you are part of the problem. You are one of those people I am speaking about. If this bothers you, I do not care. If you do not care about the plight of others, why should I care about your feelings? The world does not rotate around you, nor me. The minute you see this, the world is a better place. I have spoken my mind on this, can you do the same? Here is your chance to actually do something that matters. Will you do it?




From my heart to yours…

I have spent most of the last 17 yrs. online. I have spoken too and litterly met 1000s of people. I never once in a all that time, dreamed this world was filled with people who possessed stone hearts. I guess as they hide behind their glass screens they are able to deceive with perfection.

Funny thing is, with all those people I met and spoke to individually, not one thought it was worth $5.00 to keep me around. Yep, that is all any one would have had to donate to fulfill the goal I set for the gofundme campaign. Actually, it is not really funny. I suppose it just heart breaking to find out that EVERYONE was this cold toward another human being.

I am usually moved towards large speeches in times like this but find myself unwilling to project those words to you. Instead, I will keep it simple.

I will be suspending ALL internet activity until further notice. I have to process if getting online and spending time with people, who clearly do not want to be my friends, is in my best interest. It is taking me back down into a darkness that I had thought I’d left behind.

Until forever ends…


It’s not about me…it is about her!


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This entire gofundme campaign was not something she asked me to do. It was entirely my idea. Why would I do such a thing without asking? The answer is quite simple…really!

My wife suffered a stroke less than 2 yrs. ago. While it is debatable whether the stroke was caused by her working a lot of overtime at the time or just something meant to happen. It is still a fact! This entire situation has her stressed to the max and who could blame her. In losing her job, she lost all income AND all hopes of having any kind of retirement outside of poverty. All benefits are gone! All ability to pay bills is gone. All hope is gone!

This is not something anyone deserves, especially someone who has worked their ass off for more than 30+ yrs. to provide for her family. Whatever problems occurred, she arose to the challenge, and made sure everything was taken care of, no matter how many hours of work it required. She gave her lifeblood to being responsible.

Furthermore, she is just a downright good person. EVERYONE and I do actually mean everyone who has met her always speaks about how “nice” my wife is.  Frankly, it sometimes makes me sick. But it does beg the question, do truly good people deserve to be punished, for doing nothing, but being good to others?

I don’t believe so and I doubt you do either. However, if we do not get some help, she is going to continue stressing over this, until she is hospitalized or dead. This I cannot just sit idly by and watch. The Gofundme campaign was to help avoid this altogether.

You can believe me when I say this, my wife most certainly would rather have a job, than have me ask total strangers for money. She has been looking every single night, hours upon hours, until she litterly falls asleep at the kitchen table in her searches. She does not want to lose our home, go bankrupt, or live on the streets.

Sadly all 3 of those thing are likely to happen without help. I understand and get that some people can’t or won’t help for whatever reason, however, anyone can share this. The power is within your grasp. This campaign is not just about her though. It is also about YOU. What kind of person are you? Would you turn your back on an old lady who was crying in the street or would you offer some kind of assistance? Only you know the answer to this question! If you choose to ignore this cry for help, then you most certainly need to take a look in the mirror, and live with what you see.

I have done my part. I have created this campaign and when to vast lengths to get the word out and offer everyone an opportunity, to either be a good and caring person, or to be an uncaring jerk. The choice is yours!

As a final note, I have never created any of the music, writings, and photographs because I desired money. Sure, that was a side benefit, but it was not my main goal. I have always sought, first and foremost, to enrich peoples lives with my words and actions. I can look in the mirror this night knowing, I have given much and received very little in return. Can you say the same?

If you wish to contribute to the gofundme campaign, just go to this link-

If you can’t contribute, for whatever reason, please at least share the link with anyone and everyone. I don’t want you to have to look in the mirror and not like what you see. Believe me, I have been there and would not wish that on anyone. Furthermore, I don’t want to lose my wife because cooperate American decided to throw her away. Please help in one way or another. The goal is set for one year’s salary. I would not ask for anything more than is actually needed. Thank you for your time and my God or whatever higher power you believe in, bless your life for helping!


Announcements: Plan For the Future


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As one begins to age, a larger scope of vision takes place. We, as intelligent beings should begin, without too much effort, to see the big picture. Obviously, an open mind and keen spirit are factors in this emerging foresight. Both possess qualities that should enable a larger perspective on life.

In my aging, I have seen the futility of social media and do anticipate a future that holds many nasty surprises for those glued to social media. I foresee a shift in public opinion, and an end to communication without connection, that social media currently provides. Thus, in my future plans, I must incorporate these forth-coming changes. Change and adapt. Foresee to forego. Prepare to prevail.

It is with this in mind, that I shall be making moves to better solidify what I have already begun to build. I will be re-investing all monies from sales of my products and services, into building a lasting website that cannot be harmed by any future coming changes. So I announce that a website devoted entirely to my photography and art shall be coming in the near future. I have made sufficient funds to carry the cost of this website for many years and I have only just begun.

While there were many individuals who doubted my success, this was not the case with all, and their loyalty shall be vindicated in the coming of this new website.

I hope that those who had lost hope or frowned upon my method of madness, shall once more look to me for guidance, leadership, and creative motivation in their lives. I hope all will join me in this new and exciting pathway. There is much more work to be done and I assure you that as long as I am alive, I shall endeavor to put all my effort and skills to the task, of creating a website of beauty and meaning.

Stay tuned in and watch as things take place. Subscribe and be rest assured you will not be left behind. Instead, you shall be at the forefront of a new era of growth and creativity, of one man who speaks for many.

One final note, Chapter 6, the next to last chapter of my Art of Creative Photography series will be posted in a few days. This completely free series explores all the aspects of creative photography and really gets to the meat of what is takes to learn and become a creative photographer. Join me on this journey, whether you want to be a creative photographer, or just want to improve your overall photography skills. There is much to learn, but you can’t really ask for anything more than FREE instruction!

I hope this day finds you well and you make the best use of your time here on this planet.

Sincerely, JB

The Art Of Creative Photography: Chapter 5


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In this photo, after basic edits, I chose to make this an period piece. Thus, I used Silver Effects Pro to change this to a sepia look, with a coffee filter, and used some effects from Analog Effects to age the photo.

If there is a major difference between an amateur photographer and a professional photographer, it indeed lies in the area of knowledge. Far too many photographers these days think that buying a expensive camera makes them a professional photographer, when nothing could be further from the truth. The difference between a professional photographer and an amateur is knowledge; the kind of knowledge I am about to share with you today.

Today we are going to discuss basic editing. Now I realize this might not be as inspiring or action-packed as your mental attitude, or the way you perceive and examine your subject matter. But, it is far more important that you gain the proper knowledge than have the correct mindset when shooting. A bad picture can be edited into something useful, while a great picture can be ruined without the correct knowledge of how to develop a photo with software.

When a photo is taken and then uploaded to a computer, it is known as a digital negative. In saying this, I am referring to the RAW file, not the jpeg. We as creative photographers want to have as much flexibility with our photos as possible, and the RAW file is where that flexibility lies. Sadly, film photographers don’t have quite as much flexibility, but that is not really the point of using film, now is it?

In this photo I nearly removed the background, with many darkening filters and adjustments, to keep focus on the flower and leaves. I was very careful to not overly emphasize details. This way, the flower retained its natural beauty.

So now we have our digital negative (RAW file) from our photoshoot and we have placed it onto our computer. What’s next? I am going to give a list of the things I do, that I consider basic editing. After that, I will give a brief explanation of why I do each thing on the list. We must learn to do the basic stuff, so that we have the best possible photo available to us when we then venture into the creative realm. (The next chapter will consist of advanced/creative editing.) So let’s get up that list, so that we can examine it.

  1. Apply lens corrections and remove RAW defaults
  2. Export to Dfine 2.0 to remove digital noise
  3. In Lightroom reduce luminance and color noise, remove distracting objects if needed.
  4. Adjust contrast
  5. Adjust white and black balance
  6. Adjust highlights and shadows
  7. Adjust clarity
  8. Adjust vibrance
  9. Export to Output Pro Sharpener for print, crop photo if desired.
  10. In Lightroom add vignette

I know this seems like a lot of basic processing, but I can assure you that each step is necessary and must be done to have a print-ready photo. The order of these has a purpose too and once you have practiced doing this, it can be done in an hour. However, it should be noted that there are extra steps involved when shooting living things, as opposed to inanimate objects. Those will be explained in the next section.

After bumping up the details, without sharpening, I adjusted camera calibration settings to increase the reds and greens without saturation. The dark foreground to lighter background adds dimension to the photo.

The order in which I do these things are dictated by my workflow. I use Adobe Lightroom for all of my basic editing. If there are special circumstances such as people, animals, flowers or distracting elements to be removed, then additional steps are required before we can enter into advanced/creative editing. We must have a good foundation to work from before getting creative. So let’s discuss this basic foundation, or basic editing, in full.

  1. Lens corrections must be done early because they often unwarp a picture. There is usually barrel or pincushion distortion that is created by the lens of the camera. These lens corrections can only be applied to the original photo (RAW file). When we export in the next step, the opportunity is lost because the file format is changed in the process. By default, the Lightroom Raw processor adds sharpening and a color boost. Since we want to have total control over both of these elements later in processing, these defaults must be removed. Just slide any Raw processing sliders to zero.
  2. Exporting the photo to Dfine is a logical next step when we are editing. We do not need or want to edit noise. Dfine 2.0 is part of the Nik Collection and is completely free software that works with both Photoshop and Lightroom. I cannot recommend this software enough. Whether you are editing a scanned photo or a RAW file, this FREE software will help you to take your photos to the next level. Dfine analyzes the photo and removes the most prominent digital noise that is present in all photos. This is why we do this so early in the editing process. Once you have run this program and clicked save, it will then open back up in Lightroom as a Tiff file. In Photoshop it just adds a layer.
  3. Reducing luminance noise and color noise is the next step, because as per the last step, we don’t want or need to edit noise. After reducing/removing both of these kinds of noise, we should then add in details. Reducing noise can make for a softer picture overall. Unless that is the look you are wanting, add back in details. Here it should be noted that if you are doing a person or animal, the next step is to go over the largest details of the face with a clarity brush to bring the facial features detail back. It also needs to be said that if there are objects that distract from the subject such as poles, telephone lines, fences, people, etc. now is a good time to remove them from the photo. I do this by exporting to Affinity Photo. Once inside that program, I use In-Painting to remove the unwanted objects. This can also be done in Photoshop as well.
  4. The next step is the contrast. RAW files, especially, will lack contrast. While with film you might want to keep that look, it’s best to add some contrast to each digital photo. I generally add more contrast to darker photos and less contrast to lighter photos. It seems counterintuitive but it works for me. If after adding contrast you find the photo too light or dark, you can adjust the exposure here in this step. Contrast will boost up both the shadows and the highlights.
  5. Adjusting the white and black balance is an extremely important step. If the white balance is not set correctly, it will show up in the print as portions of the photo without ink. Obviously this is not a good thing! When a photo is printed, we want ink on every portion of it. So when setting the white balance we must examine the histogram and make sure no whites have peeked out. This can further be adjusted with the highlights setting if needed. This is usually only found in backlit subjects. The black level can be go beyond peeking level because it will not change anything in print. However, it can make photos appear better on lit monitors (computer screens). Adjust this to taste.
  6. One of the great benefits of working with a RAW file is the ability to pull details from shadows and that is exactly what this next edit is about. In this next step, we want to pull out details that are important in the shadow areas and reduce any highlights that are too bright or distracting.
  7. Adjusting clarity is akin to sharpening. You should keep in mind that is not exactly the same. The clarity slider wants to bring out details in the picture and it will change lighting to do so. To further complicate the adjustment, it can easily bring out too much detail in living things, making them look unreal and plastic. Therefore, be careful with this slider and only use as much as is needed. In advanced editing, we can do more with this type of adjustment. Remember, we are trying to get a good, solid foundation first.
  8. I always adjust Vibrance, rather than Saturation. The reason for this is simple. Saturation boosts all colors in the photo, while Vibrance adjusts the less saturated colors first. Experience has shown me that every different make of camera tends to boost certain colors and hues more, by default. Thus, in no photo are the colors evenly distributed. Using Vibrance rather than Saturation helps to avoid over-saturation in any portion of your photo.
  9. We have waited this long to finally add in sharpening for so many reasons. We don’t want to sharpen anything in our photos that is not needed. Sharpening things that are not needed is the equivalent to adding in distraction. We never want to distract from the subject. If a photo does not have a point of interest, how is anyone going to find interest in it? I use the Output Pro Sharpener 3.0 (also found in Nik Collection) because it analyzes the photo and based upon photo dimensions, it determines optimal viewing distance. It can be customized to reflect what kind of printer and DPI setting will be used to further refine its output. I have mine set to 300 DPI and constant flow because most customers of mine will either be printing their photos at home or from the lab printer my website uses. Adjust this to fit your customers’ needs. This piece of software saves you a lot of guesswork and the photos produced are never too sharp. When we have finished the sharpening, then we can crop the photo, if needed. One of our goals is to create as large of an image as possible. Thus, waiting to crop later serves this point. We may also find that things we found distracting earlier on might be a great addition to the photo. I only crop earlier if I know for certain there is something I absolutely will never want in the photo.
  10. I always add a vignette to photos. Sometimes it will be one imperceptible to the naked eye and when trying to go for a more creative look it will be very evident. The reason I do this is because with every photo, even a realistic one, we want to make sure the focus is on our subject. The vignette accomplishes this by making the subject the brightest thing in the photo and the human eye always falls upon the brightest object in ANY photo. In a photo you are wanting to keep realistic, you will use barely any vignette. It should not be obvious it is there. When going for the more creative look, we want this vignette to be obvious. We do this last because the Output sharpener will lighten the vignette in its analysis of what to sharpen.

When we have completed these steps, then we simply export to whatever size and format we want. It should be noted, never export to a larger size. It will ruin all the work we just did. Always export to the image size or smaller.

In the HSL panel of Lightroom, I played around with the luminance settings to achieve the almost surreal painting look. This photo really came into being out of a desire to see just how far I could push a photo inside of Lightroom alone.

Now you have the golden pathway to creating a good photo for export or for further creative editing. So go edit some of those photos you have taken.

One final special note. If you are shooting with film and have scanned it into your computer to edit, be very careful with it. The goal in this case is to improve the photo, not to lose all of the light falloff and dreaminess that comes from this kind of photo. I usually will add only a slight amount of clarity and Vibrance to these scanned photos. I want to make that analog look better, not force it to look digital. The main benefit from shooting in film is you have creativity built-in. Let’s not lose that due to over editing. As for any cell phone users out there, Adobe does make a Lightroom mobile app and I mentioned a few other apps in the previous software chapter. While you will find that most of the apps available for phones have the ability to make most of these adjustments, there is nothing that I am aware of that optimizes these photos for print like the Output Pro Sharpener by Nik Collection. So if you want to be able to provide professional photos for printing, you will have to import the photos from your cell phone and process that part from your computer. Sorry, but that is the nature of cell phone photography.

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In the next chapter, we will finally be ready to move on to advanced creative editing. Certainly this chapter will be a page you’ll save for many years. Come join me as I reveal some of my biggest secrets for creating art out of your photos.

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